Darkness I come.

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<DIV> </DIV> <DIV>  Oh, yes, I suppose, I should begin in a life that really to me, did not exist. For being a mortal, ha, should only be in memories.</DIV> <DIV> </DIV> <DIV>  But since I am very well aware of these memories, I shall share them. You may ask, how can I trust you? Well I do not know, to be frank, if you can. Afterall would you trust someone whom loves the taste of blood? Fresh innocent blood?<BR><BR> But then no matter, I shall say what I must say.</DIV> <DIV> </DIV> <DIV> It all began on a night like this.  The cool autumn wind, brushed across my shoulders, not enough to bother, only what would be required to make you feel its presence. So  I stood there, not really paying much attention, not to anything around me that is. But inside, I was angry, I was mad, my father, and my mother, partying again, never seeming to care about the hurt I had inside. <BR><BR> It would seem to me, that they would forget what their son, wanted. That his needs would always fall behind their own. And for this I hated them. No, I did not quite hate them, but in reality I abhorred them. They were the symbolic meaning that gave me my understanding of shame. They were my inner misery of symphonic displeasure. A chord of gone wrong in a music so twisted and violent. </DIV> <DIV> </DIV> <DIV> What was their crime you ask? Well for one, I was the only adult in Neriak that well, did not have a future. I was to be, a no one, a simple slave to the working society. Never would I have the chance to draw upon the cards of my own destiny.</DIV> <DIV> </DIV> <DIV> But it was then out of no where, out of a shadow maybe, that it came, it was the music that drew me there. IT was the violin, that made my heart beat faster. And to it, i found my master. And that was the end of a life that was never there.</DIV> <DIV> </DIV> <DIV> ~To be continued.</DIV> <DIV> </DIV> <DIV> </DIV> <DIV> I </DIV><p>Message Edited by Aesdyn2 on <span class=date_text>05-06-2006</span> <span class=time_text>11:54 AM</span>

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<DIV> </DIV> <DIV> You see it was on that day, that I had realized, how much I had missed being alive. No not a fake kind of alive, not one that sort of denies the pleasure of a true meaning or purpose. For it was then that I awoke, that the sounds of a past, had finally faded, and the new instrument, was within my own eternal shadows.</DIV> <DIV> </DIV> <DIV> Though it was not easy at first, the hunger was great. You see, well Norrath is not that kind to those whom, take a path to a greater cause. Well, you may ask, what cause is that? Well to enjoy your own smile.</DIV> <DIV> </DIV> <DIV> I first, well, I almost allowed myself to be taken by those do gooders. Yes yes, I felt guilty that I existed. That their, imperfections seemed somewhat well, I do not know if it is either, boring, or depressing? But I decided, then, that although they may hunt me, they may try to destroy me, infact they might even try to send me to hell. For whatever purposes though, it is their world in which they have already made hell. And I well, I dust off my cloak, I am a survivor.</DIV> <DIV> </DIV> <DIV> </DIV>

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<DIV>More comming later <img src="/smilies/3b63d1616c5dfcf29f8a7a031aaa7cad.gif" border="0" alt="SMILEY" /></DIV> <DIV> </DIV><p>Message Edited by Aesdyn2 on <span class=date_text>05-06-2006</span> <span class=time_text>12:22 PM</span>

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<DIV>So I suppose for a momment I could tell you everything is fine and all things are grand. But to be truthful, I do seem to have one little issue, and it really all began when that wood elf looked into my eyes. Oh for a mortal she seemed greater then the mother of our race. Her eyes flowed into my soul a strange sense of captivism that I have never felt before. But its too bad she dislikes me so much. But then our journey together was more for a common interest then she would have liked.</DIV> <DIV> </DIV> <DIV> </DIV>